Weakness is setting in,
This world I know.
Days cannot hold me
I blur in between.
Never fully engaged
my mind races between worlds,
Or as far as I can get
Away from it all.
My insecurity extends
To others talking about themselves.
Fed with this poison of
Self righteous false confidence.
It's in our eyes,
It's in our lives.
Set to the tune of darkness,
this is one to hold.
I cannot stop insanity
from chasing down my thoughts,
lingering in my mind,
for what now seems indefinite.
My mind is holding me down.
Pushing the venom
deep in my veins,
poisoning my soul
and distorting my pain.
Temptation is stronger
than we can imagine,
Unconscious slaves to a
world of crushing desire.
I Face the God that I'll never see.
Cry my hurt to a heart that's free.
Making sense, we seem to love to hate.
Thought & reason we are striving to break.
Human poison, flowing through me
Bringing me the face of terror,
eating through my soul.
Deep inside the human genome,
I'm Crying my hurt to a heart that's free.
Take me away to that somber place,
where all angels and demons cry...
I am silence
When the world screams out!
I am escape
when you reach out to me.
I am panic, I am fear
behind these walls that protect.
I am failure and resistance.
I am lost where I belong.
I am silence when the world screams!
(When indecision ends.
Life can begin again)
©infj-loki
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