when what if's are told

here we go again?
when that moment strikes again
the feeling of no one's believing in you
nobody cares,
nobody sees the potential,
i don't know
whether...
i still believe in what i can unleash
because what if's must be told.
what if..
what if they were right
what if...
they see my worth more than I do.
...
do they?
no!
i can't anymore.
because truth must also be told!
to feel this way
is to pierce your heart
with swift arrows.
yes!
yes!
it hurts...
©dalandan