He done did it again.
my thoughts are running a mile a min. I'm fucking going insane.
one day it's all good, he acts like he understands everything I'm saying.
next thing I know he all of a sudden fucks up again.
did he forget all the things I've said?
why the fuck does it always happen before we go to bed?
there are things I do and don't do that's a routine that he should already know about me.
why the fuck can't he remember the shit that fucking bugs me?
I try to look at things differently, but I can only take so much of his inconsiderate ass not thinking.
when will he get it?
when will I be important to him like he is to me?
14yrs. still there are things that repeat its self,
It's so hard to leave when I love so him so much...
I guess it's because I'm afraid to be by myself:(
©mamacita
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