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When will my life begin

I hide behind my smile
Holding back tears
Close my eyes for awhile
To overcome my fears
Nobody knows my pain
Tormented once again
Don't know to let out
Should I cry or shout
I pretend I am okay
That's even what I say
I don't like the complain
But in my heart it rains
It's been pouring forever
And I just can't recover
When will the sun shine in
When will my life begin
©lenni-x