I wish i felt the same way i used to
before we said i do i miss the old you
I wish i felt the same way i used to before we had more kids i fell outta love with you
I wish i felt the same way i used to when i wanted to love you
I forgave you knowing i should of left
I used to think id love you with all my heart until my last breath
I wish i felt the same way i used to
you gave me another child as a apology like a baby will fix anything
maybe its a girl this time she will forgive me
let me change for a day or two maybe three she will love me the same
you are my husband you cheated and lied i remember the last time you didnt come home you wouldint look me in my face that night i didnt even cry
how the hell you go to jail 4 just 1 night didnt put on ur seatbelt but u dont have a ticket no proof u were in jail
i was hoping by now you grow up all you do is lie
Boy i dont trust you
Boy i dont wanna love you or sit up here and cry
you could be honest rn and ill be dammed if i believed you
i loved you when you had nothing
i was heart broken b4 i met you
so now theirs no love
so who used who??
i tried to build u up when i was broken myself
just trying to encourage you to do better get on your feet but you fucked around me with someone else
these kids didnt ask to be here or have u as a daddy but the tables are fenna turn ima make it hurt 4 u badly
i could cheat to nah i wont i know what to do to get to you under your skin ima dig deep
ima be the reason why you cry your self to sleep wondering what you did wrong to make me up and leave .
i stayed after you cheated oooh shame on me 4 months later our Anniversary i tried to give u ur 1 last chance we conceived our last child not intently but the birth control and plan b failed me ima keep mg baby your so happy i swear you got me pregnant as a apology i feel that deep in my gut .
As my belly grows you try to change for me
I find myself not loving you its crazy to me
i changed the day i found out u cheated
i wanted to hurt you but i wouldint
so the day i have our last us the day you will cry
the day our baby takes its first breath and opens its eyes
is the day you will open your eyes
im not letting u in the room to hold my hand or giving baby your last name
we will co parent with our kids
i dont love you the same
i wish i felt the way i used to
now my motives changed
to try to fix our marriage i wont choose to
©arieslotas
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