Where Do I Begin?
my heart continually beats for you
even though i have a different view of you,
this all feels messy like glue
but this is what some people go through,
the heart is what has to pay
you gave trust just to receive betray,
it didn’t always have to be this way
but people change when backs are turned away,
i hate the feeling of hope
it just means i can’t cope,
im tied to you like a rope
i dont want myself to mope,
i don’t want to lose focus
i don’t want to be hopeless,
i don’t want to you to notice
but all this just feels bogus
my headspace doesn’t feel right
even as i write this,
it took me so much time
just so i could understand this,
it’s a void of questions for me
you might read this and actually see,
don’t get sucked in… and you’ll be free
it’ll take time but you’ll eventually see,
J