The most dangerous question of them all
See if you were to have asked me that 5years ago I would have said dead
Among the dreams that never left the tip of ones tounge
The courage that lies in these graveyards is terrifying
The weight of this world is farr to heavy
Not a weight I believed I could bear for 5years
But here I am
Not yet among those dreams that were never spoken
Those fortunes that never flourished
You see if you hold the key to the rainbow
Eventually you will join every soul whose ever know the secrets of this land
Away to the graveyard of unspoken truths
The unbearable weight of this earth
Shatters the brightest of souls
And 5years later i have experienced even more reasoning to wave goodbye to the land that could never learn to love such a damaged heart
See I am broken
Unable to break through this glass ceiling of expectations all around me
I havent had your average life
I am not your average teenager
My mind is like the one of a veteran
My heart bleeds with wounds
You see I loved too whole heartedly
I gave my all and allowed my dignity to be stolen
This land has caused me more pain than could ever be explained
I cannot escape this damaged mind
These memories are scars
This war is defeating me
I cannot take these bullet wounds anymore
I am broken
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