where have you gone?

I sit here in temptation, wondering what have I done.
I crossed out all the things that made me wrong.
countless nights, I had woke up alone.
To every one, to each his own.
This lonely feeling, that I wake up to.
Is something that I wish you knew.
crazed illusions, I am counting on you.
To take me back to the familiar place I knew.
we can never go back to the way we we're before.
I have tested you out, now I am walking out the door.
everyone said that I would be lost without your love.
But I am crossing out this romantic stuff.
Be brave and move up ahead.
remember these words that I have said.
loneliness finds it's way back into your life.
sorrowfully, you cry but need no strife.
count me out and begin again.
This life you carry, has no end.
©terrylin53