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Where's my happy ending

I was just a kid playing in the ocean watching as the sun would rise up high and now it just looks like time is going by fast and I can't slow it down. I was just a kid trying to turn my fake love in real love and turns out I was clueless I just wanted someone else to love and now I feel so broken because as I look at my reflection in the mirror I realize I don't even know what love is. You would always say
" A best type of love is a love that never leaves" but how can you say that when all you do is leave. some people say "If you can dream it than you could do it". But how can they say that when god only helps the people who helps themselves. I hear about the miracles that happens to people every day and I ask myself the same question I've been asking for years where's my happy ending?

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