Through the deep Valleys and mountains.
Across the deep seas and oceans. Threading through the furnace like I can't feel the pain.
Whom am I?
Why does everytime I smile, the smile has to be fake.
Whom am I? why can't I understand myself?
I love the dark, but I hate the beauty of the light.
I hate the lonliness, yet I don't like company.
I enjoy the thrill of loud music, yet I love silence.
Am hurting inside, yet I can't express the pain.
My whole life is a puzzle, can't even feel myself.
A popular loner,
Plastered with a fake smile.
Living in the shadows and dark coners.
Acquainted to the smell of death and torment.
Used to the pain and sacrifice.
Redefine me 'cause my life lost its meaning
©Jay Crown
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