Who am I I have been trying to remember Things thats happened in December But…

Who am I
I have been trying to remember
Things thats happened in December
But my mind keeps blocking out little pieces of me.
Who am I...I wonder in amazement but its like something is missing, what could it be?

I have been trapped in my own nightmares.
I scream but its like nobody can here.
I don't know where I belong anymore
Im lost in some dimension and thats for sure.

Fragments of my past drift through my mind
But its like I can't put it together as if I am blind.
Im blind to the reality of who I was and who I am.
I scratch my head..because I know I can.
I can feel pain and remorse
Not much happiness of course.

I know I have lived here before
Because I feel that there is something real about this place...im lost in my own tugged war.
Faces look familiar but not in a good familiar way.
I think I have ran from my past..because at that moment I didn't want to stay.

I longed to find out who I was and who I am today.
I know im strong but I wasn't strong enough to stay.
I need to face the next challenges of my long lost bewildered life.
Even if i have to trample along the strife.
Meet me at the end of this long winding road.
I will tell you everything that unfolds.
Even if i get scared, I know you will be there.
Because in some familiar feelings I know you had cared.

Written by: Terrylin Corbett