WHO AM I ,((( THE INNER DISEASE OF DRUGS)))))
by Junior Potter on Saturday, March 12, 2011 at 10:04am
WHO AM I?
AN ADDICT FIGHTING TO SURVIVE,
IN A WORLD FILLED WITH LIES
WHERE NOTING SHINES BRIGHT,
WHO AM I,,
A CONFUSED AND LOST CHILD
WANTING AND LONGING FOR RELEIF
FROM WHAT BURNS INSIDE OF ME,
FLOATING THROUGH THIS WORLD
TRAPPED INSIDE A DISEASE,
ONE THATS PAINFUL AND HOLDNG ME
BACK FROM WHAT I DREAM,
SOME TIMES LIFE CAN BE CRUEL INDEED
AND THIS LIFE ISN'T FOR ME,
I NEED TO ESCAPE AND BE FREE
FROM THIS AWFUL DISEASE,
MY HEART STILL BEATS
AS I TAKE MY DISEASE,
ONE LINE AT A TIME
AND THIS COULD BE THE END FOR ME ,
BUT I THINK NOT OF TOMORROW
JUST WHAT I NEED TODAY,
HELP I SEEK NOT
IT'S ALL LAID OUT IN FRONT OF ME,
AS LONG AS I HAVE ONE, TWO, THREE
OF THESE LITTLE THINGS ,
I CAN ALWAYS FIND AN ESCAPE
WHEN I FEEL IT RUN THROUGH MY VEINS,
NEVER SEEING WHAT IT'S DOING
AS MY FAMILY SLIPS AWAY,
LEAVING ME HERE ALONE
TO FOREVER PAY,
COULDN'T LISTEN TO THE WORDS
THEY ALL SAID YESTERDAY,
NOW I LAY HERE ON THIS COLD FLOOR
WITH MY LIFE FLOWING ALL AROUND,
WAITING FOR IT TO COME
THAT MOMENT OF PEACE,
AS MY DYING BREATH ARRIVES
I OPEN UP MY EYES,
TO SEE THE ONES THAT I LOVED
STANDING THERE WITH TEARS IN THEIR EYES,
AS THEY WATCH THE DISEASE TAKE CONTROL
AND MY LIFE IS NO MORE,,,
THE STRUGGLE WITH ANY ADDICTION AS IT TAKES AWAY EVERY THING THAT ONCE MATTERED IN YOUR LIFE CAN BE A BATTLE THAT ENDS WRONG, STOP AND REALIZE WHAT YOUR DOING TO YOURSELF AND THOSE THAT STAND BY YOUR SIDE IN THIS LIFE,,,
©junebug196
J