who are you

you look me in the eye
you push me against the wall
and as always,you overpowered all
I don't know if I should scream
I don't know if I could adapt to this
you say it for the better
I think it for the worst ever
who are you
you tend to have pride
I don't know if you know the price,
it worth to keep you satisfied
it definitely not dignified
what about the pain,you cause me
what do you gain,are you keen
of this tension
who are you
you change all of the sudden
I wonder if all of this is sudden
a few weeks ago
I heard you when the breeze's blow
adore you when the flowers grow
I heard you when the church bell rings
all wedding days
but now it just a bizzar thought
only if we hadn't fought
but I don't know you anymore
you say you're loyal
now that just ain't royal
only if we haven't met
everything would be well met
but then again there's you
in a broken girl
with broken dreams
life
and heart
©philiswa