I wish I meant more to you
than this
cause in this world of sorrow
I need you to be my bliss
but I'll never ask you
my fears overtake even my sweetest fantasy
so I'll wait until I'm not in love
wait until there's someone else
wait until I'm dead and I don't have to love you anymore
you're no good for me
but that's all I want
it doesn't really matter
cause these words will never reach you
I want to hope
but you took that with you too
©mayeh
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