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Words...
I wonder where these words are
I can't seem to put them together
They are all scattered around
I guess these words are just like my life
My life being split into different pieces
And has no energy to become whole
Everyone sees me as a person of less value
But I can't confront them
Cos my life is not evident enough to defend me
So I walk down this hill
With so many thoughts running through my mind
I am ready to throw myself off this hill
So I can finally become whole in my death
Well well I guess the time is here
I threw myself down the hill
And slowly I could feel myself becoming weightless
Now reality begins to dawn on me
Am dying
As I think of ways to save myself
I feel a strong force on me
And then I hear a voice saying
I shall keep you safe lest you dash your foot against a stone
You may be broken but you are not alone
You may be a stranger to the world but I know you
You may have lost hope, I am your faith
You may be stranded but I am your support
I see your deepest thoughts
I know your weaknesses
For it is written my strength is found in your weakness
And then I feel myself ascending up the hill
I look around but I see no one
I fall to the ground in tears
And said to myself
I guess I was broken...
But know am fixed
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