why

*Why*
I don't wanna remember you
Don't even wanna think of you
But i find myself torn by you
Shattered by what i feel for you,
Deeply wanting you
But why you?
Why this pain?
What will i gain?
Didn't you once reign
In my heart,
Tones of love you did rain
But why this hurt,
I'd kill to hear that angelic voice
But i have no choice,
I'm screaming with my dead voice,
Didn't you say you love me
That you won't leave me,
Didn't you promise forever
That you'd never hurt me?
Didn't you say
Didn't you?
So tell me,
Why me?
Why i can't change your mind
Why you won't mind?
Why you quit being my guide?
Why good peace i can't find?
If it wasn't meant to be
Then why are your memories haunting me,
Why can't they let me be?
🥺Bard Mwendwa 🥺
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