why?

how can a person stay in a room most of their day?
how come they don't socialize with others who do normal things within their day?
how come they don't feel or understand anything you say?
how come your labeled as weird for not following what everybody tells anybody, if you don't fit in then you get looked at differently?
how come some people like to gossip about what some don't have or do have, why can't they just mind their own business and not judge for having their own oppinion?
how come I'm writing, asking these questions like it's someone else other than me?
the reality is, I'm the one stuck feeling all these things, hoping to find answers to why I can't feel like a normal human being?
©mamacita79