why?

i tattooed your name on my skin
i gave my world up to make yours diserable
what did you do?
at first i thought you were joking
it took me long,long to not see it coming
your love blinded me
your smiles closed my sense
my judgement was impaired
i knew we would make through
beat the tides all through
even though the oceans could be the ink,
the trees the pens,
and the world the sheet of paper
they'd fill up if i wrote of my purity of love to you
but that doesn't count now
you took me to the edge
after you left,yeah left me sitting alone by the bench
now we don't see eye to eye
after i gave you my world
all i ask now,just give it back
then you can go your way
you pissed on my head at last
now i don't know how to go back
this is so hurtful