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why

Why does it feel  like I am wasting away
Fading with each minute
Why is it that the days are on repeat
What am I doing with myself
Why am I this way.
Where is that jovial kid
Why does it feel like 10 mountains weighing down on my shoulders
How is it that a smile hides all the pain and a tear makes you weak
Why is it that the light burns and the dark soothes
Why is it that you walk into a crowd and feel so alone and sit in a room alone and feel so content. Why is it that things got to be this way? Why????
©tishdrane