I lost who I was
alcohol and drugs
it was killing my brain
everybody weakened my love
I was stuck in he rain
my life is a flood
hiding the crutch
hiding the truth
hiding the tears
this shit was severe
why wasn't I warned??
why was I born??
wasn't warned about the troubles ahead
tears and blood I shed
pain filled up with bad memories
every corner I turn I see my enemies
I was searching for the love in drugs and alcohol
I lost me through it all
numb myself so I wouldn't feel the pain
but it only made it hard to find the real me
insecurities and hearted built up inside
misery made me loss track of time
©poet.girl2
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