why?

I called your name when I was fine
And you came but when I called your name when I was in pain
You disappeared and pretended like I never existed
It feels like a blade cutting through your heart
I use to think that we would always last
But it only proved how naive I really am
If only I could grab your hand and hold on to you for a while
You told me you'd always be there even if I didn't need you
Looks like it was all a lie
You keep telling everyone that I'm the bad guy
You told everyone that I only used you to become more likeable
What's that even suppose to mean
But right now I guess you will never really know how much I really cared about you
Because you never stayed to hear me say it
I need you, your the only one that mattered to me
But I guess it was all a mistake to hold on to you
©all_ineed