Why?

Why do I feel like this?
My head really hurts and
I am tired of schoolwork
I close my eyes and think
Why, why do I feel like this?
Why does sadness have to overwhelm me
Why does it make me feel like I am nothing?
I just go class after class, all day long
In one of the classes the teacher divides us in groups
Nothing happens I just feel so tired and depressed
Then I drag my legs to the next class
I think, I hope this group class will be more fun
But, after a while a disaster happens
All of my quietness has turned into loudness
This person doesn’t listen to me
I tell him to sit but he doesn’t
I tell him to get involved but he doesn’t
Finally, I tell him to stop but he goes away
Why, why do you have to act like this
I feel so desperate and about to explode
Why why do you have to act this way
Suddenly my hopeful bell rings
She makes me feel like I am a person
She cares about me
She helps me in everything
She calms me down
Even though sometimes you make
me feel sad I love you and will always try to comfort you
I’m sorry that I told you this secret that made you cry
and I hope you forgive me someday