why??

I never thought,
you would stop loving me.
I never thought,
you would stop holding me.
You used to keep me close,
now I don't know what I did.
I used to be your dose,
but now you left me in the mid.
Neither you call me,
or come closer to me.
when I come closer,
you don't even hold me.
please make me understand,
what I did that created the gap.
please make me understand,
how I can get you closer and fill the gap.
©richugarg