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why

my life is a lie
no need to ask why
I'll tell you the scoop
I promise to tell the truth
it all started with this girl at school
she liked this boy who was my brother too
she got obsessed told lies
I got hurt so tell me why
no need to lie or I will cry
I have my friends at least I think I do
now let's get back to the story before I lose were we are going
and you too
we hung out till it started to turn
we were friends till the end
at least that's what i thought
before we started to fight
but I never realized
why
it was he's fault
at least that's what I thought
but I finally realized
it wasn't no one's fault besides mine
I broke out of my shell
to come tell
the reason why I have no friends
the reason why I lost my best friend
the reason why she was never my friend
the reason why I feel lost instead
I thought I would lose the pain
but instead I gained
more reasons why
I should hate myself inside
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