What happens when u have sunk so deep u hit bottom and ur numb and cold and empty inside the smile u show is the pain the one and only feeling u have the scary one because its just not not ur pain that feeds that smile but the smile keeps running low and needs more to feed it till ur the only person in a room filled with people and the only thing u can hear is the voices the voice in ur plotting and planning there next attack on u to feed its hunger leaving u never knowing who u are from day to day who others will get to meet that day well u burrow whats left of ur self ur true self i think to a dark place in ur head to hide because no one will ever know or understand the battles and the demons ur locked aways with that u fight just to be u the person u dont think u have met yet whats left when ur exhausted and can barely fight the battle thats in ur head me i hide why because all the pain i love the pain that i hate and need and run from can never be inflicted by my own person thats my punishment to watch and see the destruction and mayhem the they said was me but even i dont know who i am when i wake.
words from "The Mad Crazy Dark Poet"
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