I hurt, I cry
And I wonder why,
why was I given such responsibility?
Why did you choose me?
How could you think I was built for this?
You've taken what a normal life feels like away from me.
And yet in return you burden me
You burden me with pain, sadness and desperation
Most days than not
I fight to stay alive
But yet that's the tricky part..
Cause I'm fighting everyday to be alive
My memories fade
My body doesn't feel like my own
I feel like there is someone here
Who is fighting for full control
It is unclear of how I can be fixed
Cause meds arent the trick
I know I'm strong but
The question is how strong?
I'm losing who I am
While still trying to find myself
©cherrish
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