Why do I try?

I don't know why I try
I don't know why I try to gain your approval
When you're never satisfied
I don't know why I try being nice to you
When all you do is take it for granted
I don't know why I help you
When all you do is use me
I don't know why I smile at you
When all you do is break my heart
I don't know why I hang out with you
When all you do is whisper behind my back
I don't know why I bother to try
It seems like I do everything wrong
I try to be the perfect daughter
The perfect sister
The perfect friend
The perfect girlfriend
But even then I am taken for granted
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