desperation agitation feeling low and no where to turn , accusations limitations been here before it's nothing new,
some days I just want to break but I know it isn't me why would you not love me so I didn't do those things you seek, why do you not love me why do you not care , I haven't done what you say Ive done, how does this seem fare,I can't drive the car that ive worked on day and night , and I can't win at anything your always right you can't say your sorry when there's no way you are correct and I know you think that's funny but we all live with regret , why do you not love me and why do you not care why must you rise above me and start this r when nothing's there , I prayed everyday that I could have you and I prayed every morning I could see, your face of beautiful pictures why does this have to be , I tried and tried to tell you and no matter what I said it made no difference to you at all I might as well be dead, so go with all your crazy thoughts and all your controlling ways so I can be happy once again and have some perfect days those were the days that I wanted but you couldn't let it all go I haven't said not one thing to you or done you wrong at all, you said that I was a rockstar for thinking of all that I've done but then you pull it out from under me and I'm sorry to say I am done
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