Why does it gotta be this way? Why does it have to be so hard? Why does it feel like my heart is so torn apart? I'm falling I'm crashing I'm burning down I'm on the ground screaming for help can you come around and put the fire out? Put me back together now? I don't know what to do I'm clenching my chest I'm so out of breath I'm crying I'm pleading can this please just be over yet? Maybe I'll wake up with you by my side maybe this is a nightmare in disguise you're fading into the darkness you're nowhere near I open my eyes and see your not here where are you? I can't find you it's so unclear as to where you stand the anxiety depression is also real I don't even know how I'm suppose to feel come find me and tell me it's alright you got my heart for all of eternity including tonight.
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