We ain't a thing
Not yet anything
Not at all
But why does it hurt?
Each time I revisit your
Facebook account
Hoping one day my love
for you will count
Hoping the posts are down
Each time I keep on looking at your
couple photos
Wishing that was me instead
But why does it hurt?
My heart knows we'll never happen
But why does my mind keep you inside??
Why I'm I always thinking about you?
Even though you keep saying she's your ex
Deep down I know I'll never be your next
To think of it
I'm convinced she's still miss current
You see
Just the other day was your birthday
Her majesty made a video
A video of all the moments you had together
Wishing you a happy birthday
I won't lie to you I read all the comments
Your responses
I could even feel the happiness in them
And the sadness in me
I couldn't stop my tears
I died of jealosy a zillion times
My heart couldn't stop hurting
To think of that time we were together
That time I almost thought we were an item
That time you held me in your arms
So strong and secure I was
Atleast for that one moment
I CALLED YOU MINE
The kisses
The touches
Glances
The attention you gave me
And the affection
Just pure perfection
I wanted the moments
To last us a lifetime
I never wanted to let go
But as they say wishes are not horses
But why does it hurt?
When deep inside
I know you love her
Her who broke you
Who hurt you beyond repair
But again you love her
And I love you
What a tricky mess I got my self into
It hurts so much
But I guess I'll have to let go
To stay away
Just to protect my fragile heart
So closing my eyes
I no longer want to see
Atleast not you
Hoping this feelings will one day fade
©mara_pain
life is a series of pain.
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M