Why don't you look forward to love?

I wish you could be excited for a new start
Like you're always for the New Year
You wait for the next number change
You watch all the other countries
Yet you don't want
To change our love number
We despise each other in any country
You don't watch for love
Yet I do
There is no excitement in your eyes
For a great change
You don't wait for me
Your not looking forward to see me come
You post the New Year is coming
But you don't post Love is coming
You go out for the New Year
But we don't go out at all
Not even to love
I'm okay with meeting love at home
I'm okay with falling in love in doors
Yet we don't fall in love
So many times
I am tempted to get jealous
Of the New Year
Why do you care about the New Year........
More than me?
Why do you make it look like?
It's just the New Year and you?
What about me?
Am I not seeing the New Year too?
Is the New Year only related to you?
I do want to see the New Year
I just want to see it being in love with you
You make the New Year's name
Seem more important than the word love
I don't need my name called all the time
I just need love to be called all the time
Physically,Spiritually,Emotionally,
Mentally and Socially
Why don't you look forward to love?
©arianna.b