who is she, why does she act that way?
she hates things normal people like.
she wonders why she can't understand why she thinks differently.
day after day, she self talks,medicate on things that seem to work temporarily.
old behavior creeps back.
allowing dark thoughts to fill her head up.
now stuck in a rut, cant get back up, so she sits in in her own misery.
russian roulette, a game she plays.
no one can stop her or convince her that she has more good in her.
words aren't enough, for her to change.
seeing is believing.
what she sees in the mirror is someone she hates...and that person looking back is ME:(
©mamacita
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