stolen glances.
I steal one or two.
feenin I watched you from the idle corner of my eye.
you're in my mind.
I only see you.
I feel things.
like slow hands prance across my shoulder.
the warmth of a whisper that plague my body stiff.
I can't move but I want a taste.
I want you.
is it heaven?
or is it All a lie?
a illusion where I fall deep.
yet I fall without stumbling.
yet I dream without sleeping.
sensual hungry wishes that I can taste your lipstick stained lips forever.
yet I fantasize.
plummetting deep.
I can't eat I can't sleep.
I just want you with me.
yet you walk past me.
a catlike walk.
thighs hugged together.
breasts lingering just to break free.
pussy on constant drip.
your perfume lingering like a ghost I could miss.
yet there's your purple long locks and blue eyes that plague my existence still.
I try not to hide it.
the reason why you are my favorite.
knowing you be in my bed later.
naked.
perfume lingering like a gentle mist.
porcelain skin soft as hell.
the taste sweet to the tongue.
yet I laid here in your absence.
plague and tortured by something soft I can't wait to have.
yet I dream of you.
obsessing over talking to you instead of my pillow.
yet I'm weak just to be yours.
fantasizing about what could be mine.
yet you are always on my mind.
it's hard.
to forget.
the girl I'd wanted to be mine.
©darkmocha
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