Do you ever wonder,
Why i wont tell you?
Why i wont tell you how I feel?
Why i dont tell you things?
Do you ever wonder,
Why i am in my room all day?
Only coming out for meals or tea,
Just cozy in my room alone.
Do you ever wonder,
Why I wont open up to you?
Why i wont tell you what I'm feeling?
Why i wont tell you what's going on?
Why I keep to myself?
Do you ever wonder,
Why i only tell my best friends stuff?
Why I'm on the wifi the whole day?
Why i love spending time with my friends?
Why i hate being with the youngest sibling?
Do you ever wonder?
Do you ever think of an excuse that is not 'that phone of yours'?
Do you ever fucking think?
Why cant I just stay in my room all day,
Talking to my friends online?
Why cant I talk to you about stuff,
Without being judge by you?
Why can you let me go out with my babe,
Without you thinking we'll fuck each other?
Why would you block me from the wifi,
When i dont want to spent time with the child,
Who in my brain,
Took all I had from me?
Fucksakes mom!
Why would you not accept me for who i am?
Do you fucking want me to be more fake around you?
I hate this overprotectiveness?
I fucking hate it!
Let us live!
Let us go!
Let us feel free to come to you with problems!
Dont force us to spend time with the family,
We'll just wish it over!
Let us fucking live our life,
We're only young once.
Let us be foolish with those we love,
Just remember that protection exists.
Let us experience with unknown items,
Maby we'll like stuff we've been dead scared about.
Let me fucking live, mom!
Just let me fucking live!
Please!
©bekkie
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