I'm still wondering why it was my granny that had to leave us I'm wondering why you got sick I miss you sooo much and it was tough seeing u like this no matter what I'm happy ur not suffering or in pain but it hurts knowing it's you that's gone.
I touched your hands omg they were cold as ice and I felt your hand on mine u squeezed me and felt like you didn't want us to leave when I heard ur heart stop now free like a swan.
Why u had to leave us no one knows why it hurts me everytime I hear ur name or hear ur fav song makes me wanna cry.
I wish I can hug u and hold u and say I love you I wish I can hold ur hand again and wish to hear your voice and hear ur singing I just wish I can see your face but instead we gotta say goodbye too you that's when it'll hurt the most.
I wish we knew why u left us I wish I knew why u had to loose ur mind dementia and delerum is what took ur mind away towards the end u didn't remember none of ur grandkids.
It's sad cause you won't see the rest of us grow up or see our kids when we have them.
I'm sorry granny I didn't see u as much as I should of now I regret it cause she'll never be hear no more I wish we had longer with you instead the disease eaten ur brain and made u starve cause you refused to eat.
I wish we knew u had dementia long time ago that way we'd have longer with you.
It sucks why does my family gotta loose a beautiful woman God not out there cause he would of helped my granny instead he took her away from us wich is not fair.
Death is the worst thing anyone can experience in life it changes you in sooo many ways.
New year without you granny damn that's gonna be hard I wish to call you and tell u I love you why oh why you had to go.
I wish we had more time I wish u were living a better life God I wish you were still here it's hard on mommy cause she loves you to death granny u never forgot mommy's name cause she made sure of that.
I wish I can go to heaven just to visit u it's hard living life knowing ur gone forever it's gonna be hard for a while but until we meet again.
I love you granny and will forever carry you in my heart I hope everyone understands that death is the worst in the world having a loved one sick and can't do anything hurts even more but atleast she's not suffering no more I miss you granny and it still feels like ur around in spirit but I can't see you or see ur face I wish u can visit me and sing ur beautiful heart away I'll shed a tear or two but in the end oneday I'll be okay for now were mourning you till we can't no more I still cry like a fountain knowing ur not with us I wish we could of had u another year or two but that's not possible since you let go once u knew we were gone u had a tear down ur face u knew we left that's why u were able to let go I'm sorry this had to happen to you I thought ud live forever but there ain't no forever in life and life and time is too short R.I.P granny ull be forever missed she was loved by sooo many ppl granny always had a beautiful soul she's now one of our angels who's guiding us through life I miss u granny and until we meet again.
Written by me Tiffany Corbett Hudson
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