When will I ever start to feel happiness and not worry about being hurt
I'm forever tired of constantly looking around staying alert
Waiting for someone to do the same thing I'm always used too
That's give me false hope and false love acting like I was the issue
I dunno when I'm gonna realize and see the real lies
Because I'm tired of the grey skies and the goodbyes
Do I keep this wall up or tear it down and keep giving my heart out
Because right now it's feeling nothing but pain and doubt
Questioning everything that doesnt seem right or outta place
Because I know I'm nothing special and easily can be replaced
If I love to much I'm smothering and if I don't i never cared or cheating
It's like I never get hit by a arrow from cupid like he's never arriving
What is love if you never felt that kind of feeling before
If this is what love is gonna be like I don't want it anymore
©droneking
D