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WILL I EVER HAVE FORGIVENESS

Growing up in the south,dancing with devil
Taking chances with a powder
Making the best and and purest I couldn't have been more prouder
Flying threw broken homes pushing the poison through there membranes
Skin and skeletons and mouth full of gums,dark circles is all that remains
Pushing sudafed,ether,and lithium through their brains
Moving house to house,promises of a white out blizzard,as the muriatic acid hits the anhydrous
Taking baggies full of happiness,one hit and their head feels righteous
Who knows how many family's where broke for going to fast
Only God know how many of those clear jars of dreambreakers I gassed
Who knows how many of the Angel's got their wings burnt and clipped
All cuz of the this monster I made so pure
She'll have all your dignity stripped
Having you feeling without her you'll feel hopless and pains of the stomach
Looking at the lives endured by this monster,I hope God can forgive me for the havoc
Please God forgive me for the monster I so much mastered
I hope these aren't what define my life cuz I feel like a unforgivable bastard