Will You Be Mine Once Again?
If I say that I love you more now ,
Then will everything be beautiful again?
Will you love me back more?
Or will the things never be the same?
Will you see the tears that hide
behind my painted smile , terrified?
Will you see my efforts and ever
realise how hard I tried?
Will you console me even before
I break apart?
Will you not hear what my mind says,
but listen to my heart?
Will you see the beautiful girl inside the beast, that is causing destruction now?
Will you abandon me again
or love me anyhow?
Will you see the love behind my possessiveness, care and anger?
Will you forgive me when I'm really guilty
about what I blabbered ?
Will you be mine ever again?
Then, I wake up from the nightmare realising
I am quite better on my own and surviving happily,
While my heart sighs on hearing
my mind lie so beautifully.
©vickypelz
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