the betrayal of your own self
the outright absurdity
the fact that you're craving for something yet you dread it
you want to be held in the warmth of another's arms
locked away in the safety of their thrusts yet you dread it
so many what ifs
so many to think and rethink about
I'm willing to let go yet impulsively I'm holding onto the last thin thread of hope.
©nnenne
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