If only wishes were horses
I'd wish for just one thing
One thing that makes me whole
One thing that break me apart
The same thing makes me happy
The same thing makes me cry
I'd wish for it to disappear
I'd wish for it to just go
For it brought more pain than joy
More bad than good
More tears than smiles
More sadness than happiness
The feeling of wanting it so bad
But getting nothing at all
The me hoping hopelessly
But ending up dissapointed
All over again
Just like a rollercoaster
Merrily but sadly going round
I'd errase that very day it came in
If only I'd travel back in time
I'd change that moment
Delete it completely
Burn it into ashes
Kill it with my bare hands
I'd make sure it'd never resurrect
I wouldn't want to feel this way
I wouldn't want to be like this
For it all started as a joke
So now whose laughing now
I'm the joke
I'm the laughingstock
On the sea shore I'm
With just one wish
Which is not for show
Wishing a genie
Would just pass by
And grand me this one wish
This wish I wish I'd have never met you
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain
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