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WISH I KNEW

Really I wish I knew exactly what it was I could say yunno, anything but "I love you".
But really there's nothing else that comes to mind when it concerns you but "I'm in love with this girl" lol.
A photo or a a video, whatever it may be or even in person,
I can't seem to get over just how lovely and wonderful you look each and every fucking time girl,
And this is me being blown out of my mind without you spreading your nicely structured lips in a heart warming smile.
Now when you actually do smile 😩😩
I'd love to say there's not so much of a difference,
But God in his infinite goodness and mercy knows just how great the difference is for me.
When you smile it draws out just the sweetest thought of yourself I can muster.
Your laughter,the shine in your eyes that it brings,
I have to say your must redeeming qualities for me are your smile, and your eyes when you're smiling.
Really, I do wish I knew how not to feel as much as I do
But I wouldn't be doing this if I did
©hollas