K

without accepting will i espace

My words have struck me like blades .
my emotions have spilled my life as spilling tea .
my feeling for this one have kept me awaken for nights .
dont know how to accept or how show it .
it like i have done a mistake in a lie .
its not a open door and hard to close .
chances of me ,getting out is throught the left space of the open door and the colse door .
will i be able to espace without accepting ???
©kimkenji