The entire morning I was crying over you
We went to the duck pond and I started crying there too
I went to pay for the cremation costs I fought every tear
Evening time has come and im still crying that your not here.
At night I lay awake and cry rarely do I get to sleep.
You know how I hate waking up when your not next to me.
Im doing my best to do what you wanted me too
I force myself even though its not what I want to do
Im trying my hardest to honor everything you asked me to do
But its so hard to keep going without you
©opheliamie
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