without you I am lost.
lost in a distant dream where our hands meet but hearts drift away.
without you I'm nothing.
broken inside.
just a empty shell.
a carcass underneath a blackened veil.
and a dagger is where my heart belongs.
it belongs with you.
in this dream this nightmare just to be alone with you.
no watchful eyes.
no chattering lips.
no rumors to hear slip.
just you and me.
in a black satin velvety bed where lilacs and roses die and cry.
where our naked bodies have no passion left behind.
yet I was yours.
I was always irrevocably unashamedly unconditionally yours.
so I don't want to wake if it's not with you.
where lust and love leave me seduced.
in a quiet erotic nightmare, just so I cannot forget about you.
your presence used to haunt me.
it used to keep me warm in the night.
now it's only the full moon I cry to.
as the agony of wanting you cuts deep tonight.
you were so precious.
so warm.
I thought of you as a drug.
my personal ache in my heart that left me to gasp.
now you're gone.
my heart wants to collapse.
you were my smile.
my laugh.
my aching comfort in the dark.
now it feels like I'm being torn apart.
it's maddening how I feel about you.
yet I dream of you every night.
somewhere out there often I think of you.
you're the peach and I just wanted a bite.
sweet you used to fall from my lips.
tangy juicy you used to make me bite my lip.
the taste of you was obvious.
and I didn't want you to go.
I wanted you to stay.
because I was your only way home.
yet you used to laid naked in my bed.
now it's a dream a nightmare and I never want to think about leaving.
fore without you I'm nothing, a speck of dust.
a careless whisper in the wind.
barely breathing.
waiting to exhale until you call or text me again.
©darkdeity
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