I know my heart is to strong,
Though in the past it's been seen pretty weak,
I'd be far better off if I extinguish the intensity of that flame,
And learn to ignore most of what my emotions speak,
I've chosen the path I'll take,
Sifter through the possible and not,
And I'm okay if I wait forever,
To find someone who shares the intensity I've got,
In my heart, in my soul, broken and whole,
I've seen the darkest parts of life and spent years alone,
Thinking I'd lose it's exceed, my heart beat love,
But it transcended instead of turning into stone,
I don't find myself haulted from the course,
Still a wonderer looking for loves loving look,
Still trying to capture its beauty in words,
Bound is my devotion and desire it was never a book,
Yes this means I may only know self in yawnder,
But as I wait here for someone to match my love I ponder,
If there were could be someone that loved like I do,
Could I ever be so lucky to one day find her? I wonder wonder.
©justin_ur
J