I'm sitting here and I'm thinking:
will I love myself if I start drinking?
will my self-doubt stop
when the glasses hop?
I'm sitting here deep in thought:
maybe I'll be happy if I've bought
everything my heart could desire
until my wallet is on fire.
I'm sitting here and I'm concerned
that my life's happiness wasn't earned
that what I have is a mistake
I'm a fraud, I'm a fake
Because I'm here questioning what I have
not watching the ocean or having a laugh
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