WORDS OF MY TURMOIL SOUL
I'm falling to the deep end in this lonely world that feels like an ocean. I tried to lie to myself that I'm happy but I'm not. I fake a smile everytime to avoid questions and attention from the world. I'm in love with this loneliness, It's not intentional but I slowly fell in love with this anxiety I'm feeling.
I'm off the cliff, I'm falling, about to drown in the darkness of the ocean deep I call life, the world watches as I keep falling. I'm falling but it feels like I'll never meet the ground, my anxiety keeps me falling everytime but I've not meet the deep end, it feels far to reach. I'm begging please let me fall and drown in the deep end of the ocean, I want to feel the pain, seems like I've gotten used to feeling it lately. Pain is now my safe place. I'll find peace in the deep end, I'll find closure in the darkness, I'll bask in the outrageous pain. Let me fall, let me drown in this deep dark ocean waters I call Life.
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