is it worth it to see the pain in my eyes
worth it to see the trails of tears
is it worth it all to see my smile fade
worth it to see my joy become fear
Is it worth to throw those hateful words
more cutting than a knife
is it worth it to look at me with hate
and chose to instigate strife
is it worth it to inflect more pain
than I would ever dare cause you
is it worth it to turn into ice
is it worth everything else to you?
is it worth turning into your parents,
one insane and the other a shell.
is it worth taking your only ally
and putting me through hell?
is it worth whatever goal you want?
worth whatever goal you hope to achieve?
is it worth making yourself feel better
at the expense of me?
©tammylynn
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