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would it be better?

the pain takes over and i feel defeat, breaking me down from my head to my feet. I'm retreating gone defeated and for what my life is pleading.
eating a hole into my soul all my sorrow all my hurt. deserted on my own all emotions feel alone. I don't know what to do I wanna split my wrist in two but for who. I wanna write a letter I tell my loved ones I'm all better but the weather says it different whether I leave or just stay in it. my life just went right down the drain with stains from blood and tears no more to fear. I'm gonna do it. end my life. to rid myself from worry and strife.
©darealhuff