Approaching a Crest is the way I felt for the past few years as I've just survived.
Ive made not much ground on goals or needs while my wealth has dwindled and my riches died.
So my focus has to take a turn yet I'm not sure where to focus on what or who.
See I've always had God in heart with Family Focus at 1 and me at number 2.
God, family, and friends was what I've always said a wealthy person would have as close as he or she could.
Priority ordered has never seemed important as the three can somewhat shift around as interactions not overlooked.
But that's where a wrong can split and it definitely jumps in or gets in the way.
See friends are important but I've discovered that my family leaves never, they're always here to stay.
So don't get all sideways at that statement, if you're a friend, I'm not saying you will act as if you're not.
Whats meant is, no matter what, family can't be put 3, to your 2 ever, yet 2 they will be after 1 to God.
I tried to confuse you, see I'm terrible at giving anyone bad news.
Luckily I'm at hard times with not many more friends to lose.
Anyway, God will always be at 1, family at 2, and the rest at 3.
Now I'm going to keep this outline as number being my life's wants are needs.
If your understanding as to what life's Needs & Wants are when they are at the same.
Then maybe you could be a new friend as my life has to equate with change.
Either way I'm not stopping to consult any who feel upset to my new agenda list, my undoing of my past.
Im going to keep my head up and keep working on being better for me, so I can be a better dad.
Thats Right girls everything I do is going to be for you, your smiles, as God has let me open my eyes once again another today.
My list is going to keep me focused as my attention is easily diverted from my unknown unconcentrate.
Like I said I'm focused on you, my family, my worth, y'all are honestly my best friends.
Wait, that just messed me up, seems my list reordered itself once again.
No, it didn't, it's right I'm just testing myself to see if I'll mess it up.
Just know I won't and that my list made works because God 1 gave me more love.
So as God 1 you three at 2 and friends at 3 this is a good start.
That puts you three up there twice and with this Focus maybe we'll see each other soon and never again to be a part.
Love daddy.
©bbukowsky
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